So I've been teaching english now for the last two and a half weeks, and I must say it's not going too bad at all. Well, I feel I'm not doing terrible, so thats something! Suprisingly I wasn't that nervous the first day being up in front of a classroom for 90 minutes, seeing that I've never been a big fan of public speaking. I think that my role and perception as an 'expert' and therefore an 'authoritarian figure' has helped to overcome any jitters, and now I don't seem phased at all speaking out in front and controlling a class. I think 8 years as a pharmacist and dishing out advice and counseling (bullshit with a smile :) ) has also prepared me for this role. My biggest concern now is making sure the students are all engaged and learning something, which can be difficult with massive class sizes of 50-60 students. It's also hard to gauge whether they are understanding and finding the class useful, since chinese students don't give you much feedback. Which brings us to "The profile of a Chinese Student"
All my students are second years, or what they and the americans term softmore kids. They're 20 years old, but my god you would never believe it. By the way they look, act and dress in their tracky-dacks you would think they're only 15 or 16 years old! I have my theories about this. Since they're so focused on their studies they are quite sheltered and are not exposed to other aspects of life outside of study. These are the kids that managed to make it into a chinese university (no small feat), so I'm probably looking upon some of more studious kids in China as well. I reckon also that many of these kids being single children also has had an effect on their upbringing and development, compared to that of a westerner. It must be quite an earth-moving change though, going from being a single child in a household to sharing a dorm room with at least 3 other strangers! All the kids in-so-far-as-i-know live on the campus in their uni-sex dorms. Each dorm has a caretaker/manager at the entry too, so they really control the mixing of the sexes, and the dorm caretakers are also responsible for enforcing the 1030pm curfew. Btw, us foreign teachers also have a 1030pm curfew on weekdays, something I'll bitch about in a future blog.
Getting a volunteer or drawing a response from a single one of my 50+ students is like trying to draw blood out of a stone. Nothin. nada. zippo. chirping crickets. That's all i'm greeted with whenever I ask a question. Throw me a freakin bone here. So I've sorta gotten used to talking to myself and answering my own questions if i decide not to choose a volunteer. And you should see their faces if i choose them to come out to share their work with the rest of the class. Confusion, long faces, and sometimes even resentment! It's all got to do with the notion of "face'' in asian societies. Everyone is scared of making mistakes in front of their peers and looking foolish, so that's why nobody ever volunteers or speaks out much. In the west theres the saying "stand up and be counted'', while in the east it's ''the tallest nail to stand out is hammered down first!'' It also comes back to the whole notion of individualistic vs collectivist societies. Alot of that stuff holds so true. Anyway, I really thought I was introverted schooling amongst caucasians while growing up, but compared to these 2nd year uni students I would be considered an eccentric.
I guess though that half of their unwillingness to participate is due also to shyness and their fear of me, so hopefuly after they've gotten to know me they'll be more forthcoming.
As i suspected, the majority of the Chinese students (in my class anyway) are very studious. They all give their full attention and theres no trouble students (except for maybe some who are over confident). I have 4 speaking classes and 2 written. Haven't starting the writing classes yet, but have met 3 of 4 of my speaking classes already. The classes are overwhelmingly made up of girls, with classes having approx 95%, 90% and 80% girls. I don't know whether it's becuase girls pick up languages easier, or just chinese boys don't have an interest in english. And of the few boys that are in my class i know for a fact that the only 2 in one of them are a gay couple, and i suspect another one is gay in the other class. Anyway more about that in a future blog.
All my students are second years, or what they and the americans term softmore kids. They're 20 years old, but my god you would never believe it. By the way they look, act and dress in their tracky-dacks you would think they're only 15 or 16 years old! I have my theories about this. Since they're so focused on their studies they are quite sheltered and are not exposed to other aspects of life outside of study. These are the kids that managed to make it into a chinese university (no small feat), so I'm probably looking upon some of more studious kids in China as well. I reckon also that many of these kids being single children also has had an effect on their upbringing and development, compared to that of a westerner. It must be quite an earth-moving change though, going from being a single child in a household to sharing a dorm room with at least 3 other strangers! All the kids in-so-far-as-i-know live on the campus in their uni-sex dorms. Each dorm has a caretaker/manager at the entry too, so they really control the mixing of the sexes, and the dorm caretakers are also responsible for enforcing the 1030pm curfew. Btw, us foreign teachers also have a 1030pm curfew on weekdays, something I'll bitch about in a future blog.
I have heard though that theres still a bit of hanky panky that goes on in the dorms, plus I've seen alot of hotels surrounding the uni which advertise rooms by the hour.
So as you can see, although you'd think this could be a time of freedom and self discovery for these fresh school grads, they really are tightly controlled in order to keep them focused on their studies. It's a good and bad thing i suppose, depending on which way you look at it. Don't get me wrong though, these kids are responsible and just as street smart as any westerner. It's just other areas they are probably not as informed or aware of compared to their western counterparts. I'm sure they catch up quickly though once uni is over.
you're of great insight. ''the tallest nail to stand out is hammered down first!' almost lives in every young mind, which is a very bad thing.
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ReplyDeletehehe.. interesting you commented on the 1030pm curfew and the hotels and hanky panky,..would that be another thing you need to be careful with..would be interesting to see if you see any "wagging" and the homosexual and how they are treated! What's with the random ppl shots?